Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Monday, July 2, 2012
Always.
Funny how I decide to type a blog post when I'm down. It's not like anyone reads this anyway. But then again, just like my Oral Comm lecturer said, blogs are funny things. We publicize private details about our lives.
I guess people type blogs to vent about something, sometimes hoping that somebody would notice their frustrations. I'm doing this because I have no one to talk to about this, or rather, I don't know who I should talk to about this.
It's been happening again. I'm beginning to hate myself again, because I feel so helpless. I've tried many ways to solve this shit, and I don't think I'm making much difference. Am I that insignificant? I'm tired. But I don't want to give up.
I need to be stronger. Stronger so I can pull my own weight, then pull others'.
I need to steel my will. So that I would be unwavering in my actions.
I need to focus on my goal, and do everything I can to achieve it, even at the cost of my own happiness.
I need to be prepared. Always be around to catch her if she falls. Always.
Pfft. I feel silly now that I have typed this post. A part of me wishes to convey it directly, and another part wishes to keep the shit to myself. Keep it all holed up to bring out that amazing black aura. Would probably make me look cool. ;)
Oh well, since I've already went through the trouble of logging in and typing all these crap, I might as well just post it.
Signing off!
Dan. :)
I guess people type blogs to vent about something, sometimes hoping that somebody would notice their frustrations. I'm doing this because I have no one to talk to about this, or rather, I don't know who I should talk to about this.
It's been happening again. I'm beginning to hate myself again, because I feel so helpless. I've tried many ways to solve this shit, and I don't think I'm making much difference. Am I that insignificant? I'm tired. But I don't want to give up.
I need to be stronger. Stronger so I can pull my own weight, then pull others'.
I need to steel my will. So that I would be unwavering in my actions.
I need to focus on my goal, and do everything I can to achieve it, even at the cost of my own happiness.
I need to be prepared. Always be around to catch her if she falls. Always.
Pfft. I feel silly now that I have typed this post. A part of me wishes to convey it directly, and another part wishes to keep the shit to myself. Keep it all holed up to bring out that amazing black aura. Would probably make me look cool. ;)
Oh well, since I've already went through the trouble of logging in and typing all these crap, I might as well just post it.
Signing off!
Dan. :)
Saturday, November 7, 2009
My Crazy Life
Well, life's been pretty crazy for me lately.
Other than the first test I took (and aced at 87.5% average), I went to the recently happening All-American Rejects concert!
Honestly, I've liked AAR songs since awhile back. I was not hyper though, about them as a band, their singers, etc. Not much of a hardcore fan, but a fan of their songs nonetheless. So, when Carson invited me to go along to watch the concert, I was pretty excited. 15,000 people were a really big number! (I only sang in front of 500 people at most)
It must have been really cool and fun to sing in front of so many. That is, of course, if you have the talent to. Otherwise, you'd just be disgracing yourself in public.
That was last week.
Today, I went out with Sze Jin, William and Sing Hong. Sorry Deepak! Sorry for forgetting to invite you out with us! You must have been lonely on campus all alone.
We had alot of fun. Spent alot of money. Did alot of crazy things. Well, nothing much to say other than the fact that we had fun!
So anyways, those are the crazy parts of my life.
Other than crazy parts, Daniel obviously has emo parts too.
I've been really considering on giving up. It's really been awhile. I can't hold it much longer.
I always say these stuff, but I keep changing my mind about it. I hope I don't change my mind now.
It's tormenting me, yet I choose to go on with it. Can someone save me from this depression?
Other than the first test I took (and aced at 87.5% average), I went to the recently happening All-American Rejects concert!
Honestly, I've liked AAR songs since awhile back. I was not hyper though, about them as a band, their singers, etc. Not much of a hardcore fan, but a fan of their songs nonetheless. So, when Carson invited me to go along to watch the concert, I was pretty excited. 15,000 people were a really big number! (I only sang in front of 500 people at most)
It must have been really cool and fun to sing in front of so many. That is, of course, if you have the talent to. Otherwise, you'd just be disgracing yourself in public.
That was last week.
Today, I went out with Sze Jin, William and Sing Hong. Sorry Deepak! Sorry for forgetting to invite you out with us! You must have been lonely on campus all alone.
We had alot of fun. Spent alot of money. Did alot of crazy things. Well, nothing much to say other than the fact that we had fun!
So anyways, those are the crazy parts of my life.
Other than crazy parts, Daniel obviously has emo parts too.
I've been really considering on giving up. It's really been awhile. I can't hold it much longer.
I always say these stuff, but I keep changing my mind about it. I hope I don't change my mind now.
It's tormenting me, yet I choose to go on with it. Can someone save me from this depression?
Monday, October 26, 2009
Penang!
Another post to fill this blog up! Woohoo!
Anyway, recently I went back to Penang. I really looked forward to going back because there were many things I wanted to do there.
Some of the main reasons included getting my mum to wash my clothes. x)
Another would be to register and settle my PTPTN thingamajig.
And buy goodies for friends.
Well, other than accomplishing what I went back to do, I also managed to get myself a new handphone! And a new line to add. :D
Friends, I have dumped my DiGi line so please don't text that line anymore. My Celcom is still active but I also have a Hotlink line now. Please contact my Celcom to get my Hotlink number, because I don't want to give it to anyone who reads this blog.
Well, that's all for now. Feeling slightly sick. Had some eye strain yesterday but I think I'll be fine after resting a little more.
See ya guys! :)
Anyway, recently I went back to Penang. I really looked forward to going back because there were many things I wanted to do there.
Some of the main reasons included getting my mum to wash my clothes. x)
Another would be to register and settle my PTPTN thingamajig.
And buy goodies for friends.
Well, other than accomplishing what I went back to do, I also managed to get myself a new handphone! And a new line to add. :D
Friends, I have dumped my DiGi line so please don't text that line anymore. My Celcom is still active but I also have a Hotlink line now. Please contact my Celcom to get my Hotlink number, because I don't want to give it to anyone who reads this blog.
Well, that's all for now. Feeling slightly sick. Had some eye strain yesterday but I think I'll be fine after resting a little more.
See ya guys! :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Back to Campus!
And so, the long summer break has finally (yes, finally) come to an end. As much as I was eager to meet my university friends back in Semenyih, I was as reluctant leaving Penang. Well, first of all, the food here in Semenyih isn't as good as the ones available in Penang. Also, my holidays were just getting interesting because I stopped working for free and could finally enjoy hanging out with friends and stuff.
Some of you might know, that I made a really huge mistake at the start of my holidays and I tried mending it towards the end of it. In a way, I managed to summon my courage and made preparations for it until I noticed something which finally changed my mind to remain silent again. Yes, for those of you who don't know me that well, I'm sorry about the "something somewhere someone" part and everything else that made my story look vague. That's because it is just something that I don't want to reveal just yet.
Though I regretted much of my actions during the holidays, I managed to forget my regrets once awhile when I hang around with my uni friends on campus. Recently, I made a huge bunch of new friends.
I was invited to a house party on my first week of classes, by some senior year students that were housemates of my crazy gang. Even though they only saw me once, they were kind enough to invite me to a BBQ party and they even served us alcoholic beverages! I made alot of friends that night, and even met a senior that previously studied in PFS!
After the party, I started picking up a new game called Ultimate! For most of you, you would recognise this game as the game which involves throwing a frisbee around. This game is really fun and easy to learn. I'll also be using it as an opportunity to rebuild my long lost stamina and strength.
The seniors were really friendly, but the person I got closest to in the party was a crazy girl called Sze Jin. For those who attended the party, you might recall her as the first person who got drunk. "I'mmmmm owwkaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy" was something she repeated over and over again that night.
My sincere apologies to the hosts of the party for puking 5 times around the house that night due to a bloated stomach + some pure shots of whiskey and vodka. Also to Sze Jin whom I smacked a plastic bag into her face while I was semi-drunk.
P.S : Forget it la kaaaayyy, Soya Bean also belanja adi :D
All in all, the first few weeks of uni life was really entertaining. I'd also like to welcome Sze Jin into our crazy gang and congratulate my ever-so-annoying roommate Heng Carson for getting together with her! You two make a great couple especially the annoying part. It's easily tripled now with both of you around. Please allow me more sleep in the mornings because I'm too lazy to go jogging or stretching at 7 AM IN THE MORNING.
I wish this fun would never stop because it really distracts me from doing too much thinking. I really want a change in my life. I really am trying. So give me a chance.
Signing off,
~Dan~
(5:38 AM and heading off to HoN)
Some of you might know, that I made a really huge mistake at the start of my holidays and I tried mending it towards the end of it. In a way, I managed to summon my courage and made preparations for it until I noticed something which finally changed my mind to remain silent again. Yes, for those of you who don't know me that well, I'm sorry about the "something somewhere someone" part and everything else that made my story look vague. That's because it is just something that I don't want to reveal just yet.
Though I regretted much of my actions during the holidays, I managed to forget my regrets once awhile when I hang around with my uni friends on campus. Recently, I made a huge bunch of new friends.
I was invited to a house party on my first week of classes, by some senior year students that were housemates of my crazy gang. Even though they only saw me once, they were kind enough to invite me to a BBQ party and they even served us alcoholic beverages! I made alot of friends that night, and even met a senior that previously studied in PFS!
After the party, I started picking up a new game called Ultimate! For most of you, you would recognise this game as the game which involves throwing a frisbee around. This game is really fun and easy to learn. I'll also be using it as an opportunity to rebuild my long lost stamina and strength.
The seniors were really friendly, but the person I got closest to in the party was a crazy girl called Sze Jin. For those who attended the party, you might recall her as the first person who got drunk. "I'mmmmm owwkaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy" was something she repeated over and over again that night.
My sincere apologies to the hosts of the party for puking 5 times around the house that night due to a bloated stomach + some pure shots of whiskey and vodka. Also to Sze Jin whom I smacked a plastic bag into her face while I was semi-drunk.
P.S : Forget it la kaaaayyy, Soya Bean also belanja adi :D
All in all, the first few weeks of uni life was really entertaining. I'd also like to welcome Sze Jin into our crazy gang and congratulate my ever-so-annoying roommate Heng Carson for getting together with her! You two make a great couple especially the annoying part. It's easily tripled now with both of you around. Please allow me more sleep in the mornings because I'm too lazy to go jogging or stretching at 7 AM IN THE MORNING.
I wish this fun would never stop because it really distracts me from doing too much thinking. I really want a change in my life. I really am trying. So give me a chance.
Signing off,
~Dan~
(5:38 AM and heading off to HoN)
Friday, June 5, 2009
Da Holiday!
6th of June 2009
Due to popular demands that Daniel updates his blog on daily events, and after being pursued and hunted to the ends of the Earth to find some blogging material, Daniel has finally managed to publish a new post regarding his 'ever-so-interesting-yeah-right' holiday.
On the 4th of June, and the many days before that.
This is how Daniel lived. A simple and basic lifestyle that would sustain any living being for an eternity.Wake up => Brush teeth => Play a few hours of games =>
Bathe => Eat Lunch/Brunch => Play a few more hours of games =>
Eat Dinner => Play several more hours => Go to Bed
Bathe => Eat Lunch/Brunch => Play a few more hours of games =>
Eat Dinner => Play several more hours => Go to Bed
Wait a second, did I forget to mention that I don't wear any topwear? Not until weekends though, when I have to go out.
See that bored look in the eyes?
Until the night of the 4th of June.
Be warned the conversation is not exactly as follows, and any references to any living/dead person/creature/being is completely coincidental and unintentional.
Cyen // Hey Dan, would you like to join us for a football game in school tomorrow?
Dan // Uhh, time? Field ah.
Cyen // No, canteen. *being sarcastic*
Dan // Okaaay so what time?
Cyen // 8.30.
Dan // Aiyaaaaaaa, I wanna sleep la. Wth so early wan. Who plays football so early in the morning?
See that bored look in the eyes?
Until the night of the 4th of June.
Be warned the conversation is not exactly as follows, and any references to any living/dead person/creature/being is completely coincidental and unintentional.
Cyen // Hey Dan, would you like to join us for a football game in school tomorrow?
Dan // Uhh, time? Field ah.
Cyen // No, canteen. *being sarcastic*
Dan // Okaaay so what time?
Cyen // 8.30.
Dan // Aiyaaaaaaa, I wanna sleep la. Wth so early wan. Who plays football so early in the morning?
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5th of June 2009
A cool looking *ahem* guy in green is seen jogging to Penang Free School to play football with..
Hey, who are we playing with again? Ohh! Chong Yen, Eiven, Chan; wait.. I thought there were supposed to be more of us? Counts again. 1, 2, 3... Where the heck are the rest?
I was told Kuan Ming, Kia, Tze Lun and probably some other people, WOULD COME!
Okay so we played some football.. till like.. hmm.. 10+? Much longer than anticipated. And then we left Chan because he had some meeting while we went to McD to drink booze and catch up on old times. Wait a sec, do they serve booze in McD?
No they don't you idiot. So we drank a coke-booze-wannabe and after spending about 30 minutes persuading Eiven to drive us to a CC (he was addicted to his PoKeMoN game on handphone) we went to Strike I, an internet cafe, until 2.30 PM.
The rest of the day was crap and I think most of you are already bored now. So I'll head on to the special event.
Hey, who are we playing with again? Ohh! Chong Yen, Eiven, Chan; wait.. I thought there were supposed to be more of us? Counts again. 1, 2, 3... Where the heck are the rest?
I was told Kuan Ming, Kia, Tze Lun and probably some other people, WOULD COME!
Okay so we played some football.. till like.. hmm.. 10+? Much longer than anticipated. And then we left Chan because he had some meeting while we went to McD to drink booze and catch up on old times. Wait a sec, do they serve booze in McD?
No they don't you idiot. So we drank a coke-booze-wannabe and after spending about 30 minutes persuading Eiven to drive us to a CC (he was addicted to his PoKeMoN game on handphone) we went to Strike I, an internet cafe, until 2.30 PM.
The rest of the day was crap and I think most of you are already bored now. So I'll head on to the special event.
6th of June 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINESE BOY SOHLAN!
See I even put the happy bday in green since u like that color so much. U only get this color as ur fav color for 1 day okay! It'll be mine from tmrw onwards!
Daniel wished Sohlan, the Indian converted Chinese boy, a happy birthday! He seemed busy with all his girlfriends though, telling me that his so-called 'buddies' gave him a call! Must be girlfriend laaa! Don't shy shy Sohlan.
And to LinCh & Mel,
"You guys suck for forgetting my Birthday! Apa kawan ni takde guna langsung ishh!"
That was a message delivered from Sohlan. Just kidding! Hahaha I typed that but well, you guys deserved some rantin' from me since you forgot to wish your dear ol' pal a happy birthday!
That's it for now. It's 2:49 AM and I'm getting a little tired. Oh well, back to gaming!
Signing off,
Dan.
though hardly expressed,
so difficult to say,
my love confessed,
still waiting today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINESE BOY SOHLAN!
See I even put the happy bday in green since u like that color so much. U only get this color as ur fav color for 1 day okay! It'll be mine from tmrw onwards!
Daniel wished Sohlan, the Indian converted Chinese boy, a happy birthday! He seemed busy with all his girlfriends though, telling me that his so-called 'buddies' gave him a call! Must be girlfriend laaa! Don't shy shy Sohlan.
And to LinCh & Mel,
"You guys suck for forgetting my Birthday! Apa kawan ni takde guna langsung ishh!"
That was a message delivered from Sohlan. Just kidding! Hahaha I typed that but well, you guys deserved some rantin' from me since you forgot to wish your dear ol' pal a happy birthday!
That's it for now. It's 2:49 AM and I'm getting a little tired. Oh well, back to gaming!
Signing off,
Dan.
though hardly expressed,
so difficult to say,
my love confessed,
still waiting today.
Friday, April 3, 2009
O.o
Another busy day at campus.
Just taking some time off to blog about the boredom of this semester filled with continuous assignments. Pointless assignments just so you know.
Well, nothing much to talk about. Gonna go do some assignments while Travian-ing. Cya.
Just taking some time off to blog about the boredom of this semester filled with continuous assignments. Pointless assignments just so you know.
Well, nothing much to talk about. Gonna go do some assignments while Travian-ing. Cya.
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